Sometimes it feels too late...I'm having a particularly bad day. I don't know why. Work was no fun tonight. I don't think I like the new store hours. We used to close at eleven on friday nights, now it's nine. Between ten and eleven it was always slow, so I could get everything done. Now that we close earlier, the store is still busy, and I haven't the time to do everything that needs to be done. I'm still making espresso drinks five minutes before we close and wondering if I'm ever going to get to change the trash- something that should have been done a few hours before close...between a busy night at work, stress and depression, and the hunger pangs in my stomach because I forgot to eat lunch, it was a bad night. And I got a call from my sister who lives in Arkansas. Her bf's stepdad is an evil ass! They're living there with her bf's mom and stepdad, and it can go on no longer. It was hard to make out what she was saying on the phone on my drive home tonight, but he tried something with her, and I want to kill him. No way is somebody going to mess with my little sister. Thank God I have the whole weekend off work, I'm going to go down to Ark and get her. Don't know where I'm getting the gas money for this, but I'm bringing her home. Men! God, I hate them. Are they all like this? My dad, my dad's friend, my step-grandpa, my step-brother...it goes on and on. I know too many girls who were molested as children, and it's sick. My stomach hurts and I could vomit whenever I think about it. What the hell is wrong with this world?
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